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i think i'm disassociating...
i had a dream where i finally told my mother everything that happened between me and a certain individual. all the unwilling touches, the fighting, the harassment, everything. And i sobbed for what felt like hours. and my mother accepted me. upon hearing my phone go off, I opened my eyes to reveal i was in bed and a friend of mine was messaging me to make sure i was okay. i got up, silently cursed myself for thinking my mother would just accept me after so long and went about my day, hour by hour. I tried again to tell my mother everything that happened to me and this time she was too busy. the setting changed a few good times. i remembered the earlier texts and noticed i had notifications, and i could clearly tell the time and what the notifications consisted of. i don't remember too much of the next bit, but i know i was relying on an older boy to help me find my mother again. some girl probably around 17, tried to pick fights with me repeatedly. Eventually i went to some gross dirty bathroom on a public lot and had the living shit beaten out of me. my mother pulled me out and i felt immediately better, though i know i was missing teeth at that point. as things progressed i found a weird area which consisted of a lot of cardboard covering something, when i uncovered it i found an old picture that was ruined in november two years ago. i woke up in tears, nervous and shaky. my teeth still hurt. i went to the bathroom to wash my face and while drying my cheeks i felt something really warm in my mouth so i spit and my mouth had filled with blood. i know i had a cut a few moths back on the roof of my mouth, but i dont feel it as still open. i don't know whats going on but i'm going to try writing out my dreams to see if it helps me become more lucid.
Egalai and Makarn by Spaceosity
Egalai and Makarn
My orc twins

as little itty bitties

soon i will have more art of these nerds, but for now i wanted to post baby pictures
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MonaWolt Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for watch!
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Spaceosity Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Student Digital Artist
oh, yeah of course, I see your art all the time on tumblr, and it's so great to be able to see it in more than one place~
never stop drawing, you are very talented~ :iconsnugplz:
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MonaWolt Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Llama Emoji-10 (Shy) [V1] thank you for that nice words!!!Llama Emoji-10 (Shy) [V1] 
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Spaceosity Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Student Digital Artist
Thank you for being you~ :iconheartrollplz:
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PoKanZo Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the favorite~! :heart:
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Spaceosity Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Student Digital Artist
ahh you're welcome~
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AmaranthBreakdown Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the fave~:heart::iconsexyswedenplz:
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Spaceosity Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2014  Student Digital Artist
No need for thanks, it was well written and sweet. I love it so much, your writing style is darling :iconheartrollplz: :iconrubcheeksplz:
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AmaranthBreakdown Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you!:heart: I actually started a new one, so your feedback inspires me to continue it~ (it's been too long since I published anything...) 
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ValentinaAmai Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2014
thank you for the :+fav: :squee:
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Spaceosity Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2014  Student Digital Artist
:iconahehplz: no problemo
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hibaalmasri Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the fave, Spaceosity :)
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Spaceosity Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2014  Student Digital Artist
I felt the need, I really admire your art~ :iconheartrollplz:
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hibaalmasri Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks again Amanda, your reply is so kind.
I appreciate it.
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Spaceosity Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2014  Student Digital Artist
its really no problem :iconahehplz:
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ButtZilla Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2014
Thanx for the +fav & keep up the good work! La la la la

Yeshua bless you!

ButtZ
:) (Smile)
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Spaceosity Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Ahh thank you :iconahehplz:
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loonyluna901 Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Thanks for the fav!Neko Girl-13 (Fangirling Sparkles) [V1] 
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Spaceosity Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2014  Student Digital Artist
No problemo~ :iconheartrollplz:
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loonyluna901 Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Shy 
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